Periodic Dosage
Human Animals, Politics, Zeitgeist
Once upon a time there was Diary, and similar were logs, journals, travelog and such forth. In our info age, it is called blogs by inept computing geeks. To keep in sync with humanity of fashionable business and nomenclature novelty, mine is called Periodic Dosage. This periodic, is bent on to inform the informed, and educate the educated, of all things and social things and ethological things.
- truly did a lot coding and working on my website in past month. (well, actually, months) even though sometimes i felt didn't do shit.
- am in fact workaholic (a fashionable jargon of the yuppies i refrain to use).
- that is, have a extreme obsession, a hyper extreme obsession, i need to code or learn things, something comp or math. This, determines, am feeling good or not.
- this obsession, is a pathology.
- i remember when i was jobless and suffer from actual hunger, no one dollar to buy a banana, not one dollar, and i was, more severe about how i need to code/study and buried myself in obscure comp lang technicalities and writing about it.
- the underlying thought was, i need to code and get more knowledge to solve my hunger problem.
- which, is like, when dying of thirst, instead of getting up to grab a cup of water , i sit paralized and panic on thinking and working hard on all possible ways on getting water.
- this is, escapism in the extreme.
- ok. now back to code. not get into too dark stuff. 😄 was just write-flowing.
xah ranking of girls race.
euro russian blonde blue eyes ≻ northern euro elves ≻ american white girls ≻ brazilian girls / latina / german girls ≻ chinese/korean ≻ south east asian ≻ japan / indian / perhaps mid east ≻ african girls
Brazillian r amazing. Lots of mixed races. often you have this pale blue eyed girl exceedingly beautiful with brown skin. And hybrid tends to be extremely beautiful. There's a phrase, hybrid vigor. In a similar way, the most attractive cat, the tabby cat, which is street cat, is more beautiful, healthy, than those pure breds.
- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heterosis
- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tabby_cat
Masterbated for 2 hours. Regular routine. Haven't been posted about that here much. Cuz it's gonna be ohhh ahhh silliness. But porn is amazing. In particular, the millions of camgirls. Most beautiful younglings. Amazing. This is unprecedented in human history. The cam girls. That is. Girls getting food by their body, is ancient since human existed. But, girls masturbating themselfs, sans getting fucked, is new, unprecedented. Because, tech. More specifically, internet, camera, livestream tech. So, u have this millions of young girls, do all sorta things to themselfs, that in general is never done or never seen before, makes a living, yet, without being a prostitute. Another amazing thing, is that, u find that girls, of all girls in the world, about every corner, country, race, r doing this. That, also shows, some aspect of the nature of girls.
cutest girl
she is, a russkaya!
- Ты кто по национальности?
- Русская
- Буряты мы!
- Нет, я русская!
- What is your nationality?
- Russian
- We are Buryats!
- No, I am Russian!
beautiful girl.
great website [ http://humanphenotypes.net/ ]
woke from 3h sleep dreamed a great dream.
somewhere in taiwan on a street i know when i was 10 or so, but current at my page, there's a street, taiwan style full of vendors and colorful misc small shops but the street is not rich town...mixed with somewhat vienna or masquerade kinda street, full of wonders, antique stores, or selling fancy exotic decorative or art craft stuff...
[i cant remember it well although i just woke...]
There's intrique, involving me... I was sleeping with a girl, in a room, i think white girl with blue hair maybe, and something, there's 2 guys showed up, one is bald i think, and something. Those guys are her friends or bodyguards something. I was wondering who these guys are and was gonna question her.
later, i found out and she is a prostitute, working for or down at the restauraunt or bar place i know (know in the dream)
then i was chasin her, for truth.
something. that's one part i remember.
Then, on the same street / location, i was wandering about and going home. Then i got lost.
Suddenly i walked into a place and the place is more desolate, no longer a street of shops. Some construction or seems lots construction and the place does not feel safe. And am like oh shit how do i get back, and i think i don't have a phone and don't recogize the street.
then suddenly i walked into somewhat natural or open area, natural like out in a small mountain with rivers and lakes...
and then, this place seems to be some kinda artificial wonderland sorta thing, i realized, it's some entertainment build like those disney would build. And there's a coffee shop, for patreons who can sit and have coffee for rest while viewing the great scenery.
the place, is build like half natural, full of trees and lakes, but half some sorta palace, with green and french metropolican as theme, as like the wizard of oz.
but am still pressing in my mind how to get back.
The place is closed or near closing. There's a service maid walking around cleaning coffee tables.
I found a bottle or something, and maybe inside, there's a brochure, apparently, it sorta advertisement brocure for this place, that's when i realized it's a entertainment place, and from the broschure, i realized where it is, how it relates to the street i was on, my home town street. It turns out, this place, is behind a dead end street and dropped down. Something like, on that dead end street, there's a shop selling tickets or as the entrance to this entertainment palace (think of San Francisco Pier 49 or so), and however, i wondered to the palace from behind by accident. (the geology is like this: at end of that dead end street, the ground level dropped down sharply like 4 stories high or such, and also, the end of that dead end street is actually un developed natural ground, like mountains and rivers)
the place is beautiful. greenish palace, with paris metropolitan 1940 or 1800 something style, and the whole floor is water, deep, u can swim in it.
i was rejoiced ,and plus now i know how to get back home.
so i started to put my backpack tighten it up and somewhat raise it up on my back so it doesn't get wet (silly, because am gonna swim, the whole thing gonna be wet no matter what), and i was thinking, it's alright cuz i don't have laptop inside which i usually carry, and don't have cellphone with me. (that's why i'd be lost)
walked into the water, very cool and nice, and walk few steps and started to swim
fantastic beautiful place, and i was looking up. the 'palace' is grand, like those giant catholic church with 3 stories ceilings... actually it's not fully covered...because half of it is natural, view opening into the trees or jungle, but on the left side is windows and stairs in metalic green...
after wading into water and swim less than a min, i walked back to the coffee shop. and fund the bottle. i don't remember which occured first.
there's like 2 or 3 other patreons in the 'pool'.
ok, but i found the bottle and brochure, and now i can go back. so i went back to the water, to find which way to go or which stair to goto to goto to the top where the entrance that shop was.
i think that's it. there's a bit more. but can't remember.
open source linux fanatic milengen zoomer skums spreading lies
discovered his
which is this vid
the guy who suggested it was me is:
my comment to DistroTube:
turns out, Penguin Tech TV is nice guy. He came to xah discord and told me he wasn't suggesting i trolled, just a fact that's happening an the DistroTube channel and elsewhere. Seems there's a guy who tell other linux channels about my YouTube that annoyed them.
to my fans, thank you for promoting me. though, never annoy others in doin so.
currently, considering consolidating my 10 blogs back into 1 or just 2. Xah Lee Feeds http://xahlee.org/subscribe.html need to fix that page. since i merged my sites now back into just 2 few months ago.
Guys, don't post anti trans stuff. Discuss lgbtq, yess, and criticize it if u want. But don't just post anti trans or making fun of trans stuff. We have quite a few trans here btw. Trans is a phenomenon of this decade. Like it or not, lots people are trans, and it so happens, disproportionate of them are programers. Not the i-wanna-be, but actual great programers. And as it happens, it turns out, i think the trans in programing, real professional programers, tend to be very best programers. I know trans programers, my friends, back in 2000s, before the rise of the sjw gang in 2016 or so.
Xah log, stardate 20211224124934. I learned yester the exercise called plank. The milengen, their brain went limp, and their exercises sissified.
gonna throw away a sweatshirt that i found on the street new some 6 years ago that was fantastic that kept me warm for many years.
this one
when i found it, it was newish. and smells good, must have belonged to a girl.
a sorta ending of an era. a period of my life.
- Xah: i wanna a child with a blonde.
- Milengen answer: why don't you adopt one?
- Romans answer: Grab a Sabine woman.
- Insert milengen meme here.
Sad Wings of Destiny. Now there's a dedicated page! Judas Priest ♪ Dreamer Deceiver and Deceiver
Standing by my window, breathing summer breeze Saw a figure floating, 'neath the willow tree Asked us if we were happy, we said we didn't know Took us by the hands and up we go
hum, apropros for #writing
1976 song. Back then, human animals had bones. As can be witnessed by the lyrics. And soul. Searching for truth. Unlike, the milengen and zoomer of today. Herald from Xah Earth News: boneless human discovered in zoomer: Billie Elish.
who is behind archive.today
2021-01-31 studying archive.today. who's behind it?
- [ Archive.is ] [ 2021-01-31 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archive.is ]
- [ Wikipedia:Using archive.today ] [ 2021-01-31 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:Using_archive.today ]
This guy. Seems one man operation. Seems a nerd, against big brother, a good guy [2021-01-31 https://twitter.com/archiveis ]
am no into body building. but if i do, it'd be practice how to give girls a fly ride
how much a girl weight? 50kg? yeah, so i need to practice how to swing 50kg around my body not the bench press idiocy lol
Haven't run for about 13 years ☹. Used to, somewhat regularly. For 40+ min. But usually run is not my thing. Roller blade or biking or swimming was. Have injured my ankles when teen, riding uncycle doing flatland tricks, and also in 2003 or so, running, sprain big time. Once ankle is injured, it perm. It became weak. So i can't run much now, but also old 50+. Been thinking of getting back to roller blade. Wanted to buy that one $300. Posted here 2 or 3 months ago, roller blade research. But discord can't faking search a thing. Https://discord.com/channels/630186623555862538/731536423315963907/866815878883442718 10k i used to run. In my 20s and 30s. 10 kilometers that is. In my 20s, i used to rollerblade, from mountain view to san jose. Everyday, for 2 years. To work and back
13 miles twice per day, by roller blade. Am in competitive athlete condition most of my life. On roller blade, i have grabbed onto cars on street. That's back around 1992.
Reminder to everyone. We are now living in AI and Quantum age. The tech advance are catapulting us, into the unknow, faster than we can understand. The changes are going at a speed never happened in human history. We don't know, what will happen in next 10 years. It's looking at us, 2020 to 2030. And looking at you guys, you young guys out there. I sometimes got into rude quarrel with people here. But, it's insignificant. It's like highschool boys fight, happens daily, especially in old days. Me no matter, u, no matter neither. We are just lil ants among the currently 7 billion on this earth. 7.9 billion. That's billion human animals. A number we cannot fathom, beyond few hundred real friends. I have maybe 10 more years in coding. By 2030, i'd be 60. And for you twenties something, in your prime, ten years will be passed soon when u look back. So, try to create your life, do things u enjoy, don't waste time. What is waste time or not is up to you. You decide, and trust yourself, that's the gist.
Now, i have watched a lot porn. Even now, massive. And with milengen's explosion of porn, i have new insight about humanity. Truly. Now note, in 90s, the feminism says, that women in porn is due to men forcing them to. But today, oh my faaking god, u have, one million 18 years olds, they, online live, spreading their legs. Young things. And none of the fake commercial porn script. These, teen girls, and tons of them extremely beautiful, they spread their legs, or bent over, or legs over head, in all manners. First of all, what u should say, is fuck feminism. And also, why r these young doing these denegrate things? Answer: fuck the sjw skums. 3rd, we see that, girls, are more than willing, to show use their body to make money. Which, is true since human kingdom come. So let me repeat. Fuck the moralists, the feminism of the 90s, bag of lies. And fuck the sjw, the milengen, and the sjw feminists, that pushed young girls to the porn. And also, fuck the christians of yore, who, spread lies about porn and women in porn. And put people in jail for porn. But also of interest, we learned, why the christian religion, and also islam, forbid women showing their body or other fornication? Well, because, if unrestrained, girl go naked and seduction go rampant, and men go crazy over them, which in turn, means, much chaos in society. Collapse of society. In particular islam, goes to the extreme forbidding women even showing their face. Why? Because truly, the force of sex of the biological imperative is perhaps the strongest force in humanity, second to hunger.
sjw fakenews site.
the psyop of AI era corps, 👍 🌟 ♥ and flashing ya brain. It conditioned the milengen.
See also:
when i think of standup comedian, i think of
- david letterman
- bill mahler
- jay leno
- and about 4 more
- stephen colbert
- john oliver idiot
- jon steward cringe
- jimmy fallon
- Ellen DeGeneres fake skum
- Conan O'Brien
Most standup comedians r creepy. Especially, Conan, Ellen DeGeneres, jon steward. Bill mahler i used to like. I think he's too old and same old shit. Stephen colbert i used to like, during the george w bush faakhead era. Till he's chanting anti trump day n night in past few years. Ellen DeGeneres is just a creep fake skum. She got some sort of schizoid personality. Very cold and calculating. Conan o'brien is another creep fake. Typical of comedians. They actually cold and calculating, i think. Jon steward, is cringe. Not sure how to describe it. In particular he with women. I think a fitting word is coward. John oliver is blubing idiot of uk origin. Jay leno the square jaw, never liked. Not sure what he's about. Again, like typical comedians, insincere. David letterman, is always smooth, and not offensive. I liked him ok. Bill Mahler is mostly litetarian. I used to like. He is mostly political comedy. But truely, the same old shit gets tiring. He been doing almost exactly the same joke for 30 years. Jimmy fallon, seems mild, non-offensive, non-aggresive.
suppressed by Google for faaking 10 years for its pennies or hungry and die. Now, am free.
2021-03-01 spacemacs Code of Conduct history pull request 3484 2015-10-20 https://github.com/syl20bnr/spacemacs/pull/3484 (archived https://archive.vn/ekVpE)
am now trying to find the mickey mouse cartoon opening scene around 1980 when i got fascinated with symmetric letters, when i was 10 years old, not knowing english nor alphabet nor what symmetry means The Origin of My Name XAH in Xah Lee
what's the technical term for a movie or cartoon opening? maybe opening credits
Jan 14, 2021
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